5-16-11

Today my leg no fail hurt again. This time it radiated towards the back of my knee. Each step it felt like my skin grew tighter and tighter and I sat on the bridge near my school just to catch my breath. It’s so unbearable now I cannot stand it much longer. And I forgot to mention I stood 1o hours of my 11 hour shift and it was the most painful day of my life.

I need prayers, I need help.

-Lee Farley- 5-16-11

5-12-11

Today I was walking to school like usual [2 mile walk each way] Which never used to be an Issue.. But ever since the mystery of my left leg caused me to have 3 surgeries and pain it’s been a terrible dread each day to walk. Today I had a new feeling.. The tibia had this sharp tightening pain throbbing non stop, it hurt so bad  that tears ran down my cheek and I just couldn’t stand it I had to sit down on the side of the road [been doing that a lot lately] until the swelling went down and continued slightly behind schedule to school..

I am suffering, the pain is too intense.. It’s beyond a simple ache, this is killing me.

-Lee-5-12-11

Why I’m here..

October 2009 was the first time my leg was operated on because of the growing lump/mass and the terrible pain I had for years just above my left ankle. About 4/5 months later had to have another surgery [this time awake] because they found  a totally separate problem that had been causing me even more pain…

I had a fourth tendon on my  left ankle, everyone else in the world suppose to have 3. They cut it to “deactivate” it but left it there. Apparently few months later when I was starting Junior year [last year] I had to have a 3rd surgery because the pain was too intense, they removed the tendon all together. For all my surgeries I had physical therapy but the pain hadn’t faded.

Till today I suffer, I look at my scars and ask why are they there? It didn’t help me by cutting my leg open ..

-Lee 5-12-11-